Showing posts with label Emotion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emotion. Show all posts

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Suck and Embarrass

Works didn't come out a good one, but a suck and embarrass one. All these happened last week. Early of the week, user acceptance tests done to the system is not too bad! Got the feedbacks and get the system fine-tuned. Mid of the week, moving system to customer's server, planned for system training, worked till midnight 0230 for all these last minute works! What the heck was... the system was appeared with so many bloody runtime errors while I was conducting the training in a class with 30-40 class audiences. What an embarrassing one! Customer kept asking me why, why and why! So suck!

I have been in this industry for so many years, I have never do a training like this! A training with all kinds of errors and instabilities. How the technical teams of my co. did the works, it's raised me a big wonder! Everything was made last minutes, deployed without testing thoroughly, deployed with no standard which the codes can be easily overwritten by the old codes, and by last minutes only I can have the right system screens captured in my training manual before the day I started my training! How can I work in such co. with such standard of works!

My customer can see how tension were me in the training. Are those working in office, knowing how tension were me in front of the customers in the training class??? I was the presenter to present the training to the customers, but the system was just too far away from what meant to be presented. I told my boss, my team... the system is not acceptable and not ready to go live! What a suck one I have gone through at last week. 

Yesterday, I did the QC and testing to the system again, yet there are still a list of changes need to be applied. Team, can you all do your works consistently? I think I need to walk my way out soon... It's enough!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Busy + Tired + Stressed

BUSY + TIRED + STRESSED

It's all because of my works!
I learnt to manage better this time round, not as emotional as last time.
I am patient, calm and steady in handling my works.
No doubt I will be emotional,
Some might offended with my stressed + emotional voice tone when calling me...
I want to say 'Sorry' to you, no next time on this to you from me again, I promise.
I know all these will pass soon... very soon!
Move on with what I wanted to go on in my life.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

My Space gone~

Very sadly to know that 我的第一个部落格 ~ My Space... My Memories was closed. I am not really take note on any announcement on the Wordpress taking over My Space. Those I have written for past few years since 2005 to 2008 were all gone. Bit upset with it~

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Killing Me...

Tell you, working with an incapable person is really killing! I am working with one now, it's killing me!!! I doubt he didn't know what he is doing at all. Facing the challenges yet no action at all, just sit and wait for nothing!!! Bloody hell, his incapable has caused me a misery, stress and pain working life! WTF!!!

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Emotions

Busy, catching project deadline
Busy, searching solution

Disappointed, worked with the incapable person
Disappointed, spoilt my mama's special day

Mad, for the same old working of the incapable person

Sad, for the leaving of my buddy colleague
Sad, heard somethings bad but real of my friend

Miss, a good friend of mine at far now

Happy, recharged from my holiday
Happy, knew some new friends
Happy, learnt the solutions
Happy, learnt the emotion handling

My emotions in the month of Sept...

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I Have a Bad Day!

Today, I have a bad day!
Emergency break and someone drove near to me...
I banged the car in front of me! Oh gosh!
No injury physically, but injury monetary!
Sob! Sob!

Friday, July 23, 2010

I Learned...

I was pissed off with my messy work plans since last few weeks. I am in an implementation project now, and I also need to support my existing clients,P2. At the same time, there was a request from P2 to me, seeking me to advice them on their business operation problems. They kept on chasing me for my schedule, and yet I failed to give them the date as my leader has not came back to me on my schedule. This really tensed me a lot!

Today, it's finally we can set a date for meeting P2. Decision made after my leader has replied me on my schedule. And I have got my leader to join me for the meeting, as resource planning afterward for the team is to be done by him. He should be in the picture. I realize that, I don't need to be so tensed earlier! This should be simple, route to the leader to answer the next schedule on any works required. I don't need to worry much on my schedule, the fact is I am working as per schedule planned by my leader. Problem with schedule should leave it to my leader, not me to worry about it! 

Somehow, I learned the way to handle the tension at works today, and I won't let this happen to me again! What a relief day for me!.... :p

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Fed Up!

Today, I am bit of emotion... Fed up with certain things at work!
I almost could not stand it, and want to shout out!
Luckily, my EQ is improving...
I learned to be patient and patient...
inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale... cooling down myself
.........

Friday, March 27, 2009

I Hate JAM!

Today i am having a bloody moody day...
And the traffic jam have even worsen my day...
Even I have came out from my home early today...
But I was still being caught in the bloody jam on the road...
I hate JAM!
I hate JAM!
I hate JAM!
Bloody hell jam...