Positive overcome Negative

Work isn't that smooth lately, boss shared with me some challenges company is facing now. Once I have listened to him, first thing came into my mind is some sort of negative stuff... shall I start finding a job? After a few days of digestion and having more communication with boss, I have turned the challenges into the positive energy to push me up to another level.

I personally think the right valume of force to me is good. It will motivate me to achieve what I want to reach. I need to plan the future roadmap for myself, my team and the company. This is gonna be the time we will need to work harder and to get things happen in real.

There are still plenty for me to learn, much more for me to get improve, much much more for me to earn... So brain storming and strategy planning is started, and let's sail it to the goal!

First to move thing up, is to think and act positive!! I can do it!

I Gonna Move On

I don't know why, may be all these are the strategies.

I am frustrated yet patient at my current job
It's not the job I want to do with, no resource + no planning
I learnt not to be emotional easily, just like the old time of me
I am just working for people, I could not find my way here, but I know I can find my way out

I finally found my way
In these 6 months of times, I learnt a lot on management
People management, and it's still telling me, people is the most complicated creature in the planet
I learnt to move with strategy, tactfully, carefully... logically :p
As I know I am working with what kinds of peoples surrounding me.

Till the day I say bye bye, I gonna move on my best for my way!

Suck and Embarrass

Works didn't come out a good one, but a suck and embarrass one. All these happened last week. Early of the week, user acceptance tests done to the system is not too bad! Got the feedbacks and get the system fine-tuned. Mid of the week, moving system to customer's server, planned for system training, worked till midnight 0230 for all these last minute works! What the heck was... the system was appeared with so many bloody runtime errors while I was conducting the training in a class with 30-40 class audiences. What an embarrassing one! Customer kept asking me why, why and why! So suck!

I have been in this industry for so many years, I have never do a training like this! A training with all kinds of errors and instabilities. How the technical teams of my co. did the works, it's raised me a big wonder! Everything was made last minutes, deployed without testing thoroughly, deployed with no standard which the codes can be easily overwritten by the old codes, and by last minutes only I can have the right system screens captured in my training manual before the day I started my training! How can I work in such co. with such standard of works!

My customer can see how tension were me in the training. Are those working in office, knowing how tension were me in front of the customers in the training class??? I was the presenter to present the training to the customers, but the system was just too far away from what meant to be presented. I told my boss, my team... the system is not acceptable and not ready to go live! What a suck one I have gone through at last week. 

Yesterday, I did the QC and testing to the system again, yet there are still a list of changes need to be applied. Team, can you all do your works consistently? I think I need to walk my way out soon... It's enough!

New Chapter is Coming.. Wish Me Best of Luck!

12 Nov 2010, I ended one of the chapters in my life, I left the company I have been working for 5 years 1 month and 27 days. No hard feeling when I'm leaving, the only thing is I will be missing my friends who are still working here.

Next week, I will start my another new chapter of my life, I will be starting my new job at a new environment. First time I'm working near to a scenic lake. Hope this is gonna be a new good start for me. A new enviroment, a new me! Wish me best of luck!


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Finally... I Quit

I have been working at the current company for 5 years
For me, it's a long service I have made to the company
For the company, they recognized me the same too
Yet, things are not always perfect in everyway
For who did read my previous posts in my blog...
You know how misery was my work, how emotion I turned to...
So, I have made the decision to quit from the current company
On October 26, 2010, I tendered my resignation
Moving forward... I am expecting a better career for myself
Pursuing a better opportunity waiting me ahead
I won't know how better is the opportunity
But I will perform my best for the opportunity!
Believe me, I will show you!

Is Still About Work, Work and Work...

Obviously, I hardly write in my blog since Sept to now
Been busy with works~system testing, customization and conducting user acceptance test
Tension~ as deadline, deadline and deadline...
Pressure~ as clients keep asking me on deliverables...
Yet no point to shout out... works still have to be done...
So I'm working for deadlines, deliverables... with my best and helps from the team...
I believe things will work out soon, soon... very soon!
Gambatte!!!

Killing Me...

Tell you, working with an incapable person is really killing! I am working with one now, it's killing me!!! I doubt he didn't know what he is doing at all. Facing the challenges yet no action at all, just sit and wait for nothing!!! Bloody hell, his incapable has caused me a misery, stress and pain working life! WTF!!!

I Learned...

I was pissed off with my messy work plans since last few weeks. I am in an implementation project now, and I also need to support my existing clients,P2. At the same time, there was a request from P2 to me, seeking me to advice them on their business operation problems. They kept on chasing me for my schedule, and yet I failed to give them the date as my leader has not came back to me on my schedule. This really tensed me a lot!

Today, it's finally we can set a date for meeting P2. Decision made after my leader has replied me on my schedule. And I have got my leader to join me for the meeting, as resource planning afterward for the team is to be done by him. He should be in the picture. I realize that, I don't need to be so tensed earlier! This should be simple, route to the leader to answer the next schedule on any works required. I don't need to worry much on my schedule, the fact is I am working as per schedule planned by my leader. Problem with schedule should leave it to my leader, not me to worry about it! 

Somehow, I learned the way to handle the tension at works today, and I won't let this happen to me again! What a relief day for me!.... :p

Busy March

March is here... and i am having a busy March
Busy on project... all about works
Tho' busy, but i am happy... as i got new stuff to learn about!
Gambatte...ush...ush...

A Beeezzzy February

I am having a beeezzzy February

With a new project started for me and my team

Studying, designing, meeting, documenting...

No time chatting, blogging, gaming...

Luckily have done portion of CNY shopping last 2 weeks

Chinese New Year is coming soon

I have the leave applied for the Chinese New Year

Time to spend good time with family and friends

Expecting this :)

好惊险的一个工作天

今日，不是一个好工作天，而是好惊险的一个工作天。
好惊险的部分，发生在四点多。。快要下班的时候。。。:(
我发现我的App．Liccense Server down 左。。。
死啦，发生什么事呢？问客户的IT Team,
他们说，“我们没做什么。。。喔”
我的天啊。。。这怎么办？
那时的心情有如搭过山车，有上，有落，有急，有惊。。。
定定定。。找我同事，阿连帮忙上网找解决方案。。。
找不到，碰巧App Principal, Jacky在KL。。。
不理了，call Jacky,　用他的方案。。。
哈哈，问题暂时解决了！Thanks Jacky!
我就是这样。。。工作上的问题，凡遇到，必要解决!
无形中造成的压力，蛮伤神哦。。。
工作就是这样。。。找吃不简单！

有相片为证。。。我很急，阿连就比较定。。。哈哈！

Disappointed

I am tired now... work made me tired
Frankly, I am disappointed with my company now
Truly, Deeply, Sadly :(
Work is just work.... don't mess my life!

Take a break~

in the middle of being a busy bee...

stop for a moment, take a break...

enjoying the nice city view...

hihihi... :)

揾食艰难！

上个拜五，我有机会参观我的客户的生产线
我有好多体会，也大开眼界
认识到一个零件的诞生，一个物品的出产
也知道生产线的劳工，掂样辛苦的做工
咯道好热，工作有嘀危险性，某部门工作好苦闷但又要小心
我做工吃脑，他们做工吃劳力。。。
都是还是觉得自己好幸运。。。
也让我深深体会到。。。揾食艰难！

What a day...

Today is 1st July, Not a good day for me
As I was not able to deploy a simple module to my client's production server
Not because I am nut, not because my teammate Lian is nut too
But it was just the luck of the day that happened to us... not so good!
The module work perfectly in my machine, in Lian's machine
But just not working at the client's machine... sigh!
Sob Sob Sob... please god, please help me to solve this (sound so silly, but sometimes pray really did work out)
Anyway... me and Lian will keep on working out for this...
I think nothing is impossible... tiring now, but still have to R&D some stuff... ciao~~~

Super Duper....

OMG! i have to work out another 10 validation rules to my super duper data agent!

Before hand, i have created a super duper report already... which i also wondered how i can do it!

I think i am training myself to do super duper jobs.... wakakaka....!